By Janna, September 2003
I approach it grudgingly.
The keys feel good against
the pads of my fingers, but
my mind is numb.
I am meant to write in long sentences, paragraphs, with
indented dialogue.
Line breaks feel cold,
as if some words don’t want to be seen
with the other words.
Like hearing someone speak
your language, but pronouncing
all the words wrong.
I’ve never been good at
counting beats.
My math skills have always been
insufficient. Watch as I
mess
up the rhythm.
This is my 18th line
And with the 19th, I’m done.